[ It's almost too much too quickly. The intimacy of it, really, because he can feel Dorian so utterly close, but even then, some part of him still says it isn't close enough.
Larus moves with him effortlessly, hardly caring what position they're in as long as it doesn't end. The warmth, that heartbeat. The physical things that he's come to associate with Dorian, what he craves to take when he experiences a moment of weakness or something that requires him to rebuild his defenses. It's safety in the familiarity, arching into the rock of their hips. One of his hands reaches out to brace against the back of the couch to steady them, and the other slips behind to touch any part of him. His hip, his thigh. His fingers dig in, anchoring him there, and the hand around his cock draws a surprised, quiet sound of him. ]
Dorian. [ The shiver that rolls through him is sharp. ] I need –
[ He doesn't know, isn't sure. Larus could ask him to bite him again or stroke him harder. Maybe fuck him until they both lose their balance, but it still isn't going to be enough. This thing between them won't ever be, no matter how long it goes without a name, and he drops his hand away from the back of the sofa, pressing it against the one settled at his throat. To feel him, to feel the life of the man holding him close.
It doesn't last much longer than that, leaning into Dorian as his own hips stutter. A few minutes at most, falling into everything that's happened between them in the last few weeks, the last few hours, and Larus goes rigid the moment he comes, Dorian's name on the tip of his tongue. His fingers dig into Dorian's hand, clutching at him and holding on like he has nothing left to keep him afloat. ]
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Larus moves with him effortlessly, hardly caring what position they're in as long as it doesn't end. The warmth, that heartbeat. The physical things that he's come to associate with Dorian, what he craves to take when he experiences a moment of weakness or something that requires him to rebuild his defenses. It's safety in the familiarity, arching into the rock of their hips. One of his hands reaches out to brace against the back of the couch to steady them, and the other slips behind to touch any part of him. His hip, his thigh. His fingers dig in, anchoring him there, and the hand around his cock draws a surprised, quiet sound of him. ]
Dorian. [ The shiver that rolls through him is sharp. ] I need –
[ He doesn't know, isn't sure. Larus could ask him to bite him again or stroke him harder. Maybe fuck him until they both lose their balance, but it still isn't going to be enough. This thing between them won't ever be, no matter how long it goes without a name, and he drops his hand away from the back of the sofa, pressing it against the one settled at his throat. To feel him, to feel the life of the man holding him close.
It doesn't last much longer than that, leaning into Dorian as his own hips stutter. A few minutes at most, falling into everything that's happened between them in the last few weeks, the last few hours, and Larus goes rigid the moment he comes, Dorian's name on the tip of his tongue. His fingers dig into Dorian's hand, clutching at him and holding on like he has nothing left to keep him afloat. ]